Monday evening.

I feel like …

I’m fighting a battle I can’t win.

Wishing for something I can’t get. 

Expecting something that I don’t deserve (or maybe I do). 

Hoping for a miracle that isn’t going to happen.

I feel like I’m going down a one way street and the further I go the harder it is for me to turn around and walk back.

I don’t know if I should just accept things the way they are or just walk away because I’m unhappy.  

Either way, I can’t get what I want.